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Post by ayden dawson. on Jul 24, 2009 14:34:22 GMT -5
 dont want you for a nightonly interested if i can have you for life--------------------------------------- ------ ayden wasn't one for the school, sure it gave the boy something to do throughout the day and sometimes at night when he was just extra bored and needed a book. yes ayden jeremiah read loads of books, if you didnt believe it then you'd have to visit his house where all his books were at. he honestly hadnt given a true thought to dropping out until he got talking to indiana that morning in the chat, he knew his parents would be all "your going to a mandatory school" or something to that advantage they could pull. of course they didnt have all rights to shipping him off considering he was nineteen now but they still had ways of making him believe he'd lose all chances of having a for sure paid schooling advantage. ayden had been in the chat for the last hour since only be awake for about three hours now, he'd not expected indie to be anywhere near the computer let alone the chat thing the city had. but she had been and he was grateful, he was about to go nuts of boredom when she popped in and began talking there.
------ thank the lord for having her as a friend, or so he felt they were just friends but his body was starting to confuse him even moreso lately. shaking his head slightly as he told her to meet him in the park in twenty minutes he really should have said thirty, he knew he stunk and needed a shower bad. shrugging he left his computer on the chat as he mosied around his dorm room getting his things ready he went into his bathroom and turned the shower taps on kicking the door closed with his foot. lucky him he only had his own dorm but had the luxury of the two of everything to his luck. inhaling slightly he stripped down and got into his shower making sure not to burn himself with the hot temperature of the water he had chosen. lately he'd been liking the hot showers due to the relaxation it gave him. scrubbing up he washed his hair letting the shampoo soak while he washed up his body with axe body wash. that stuff was god in his books. rinsing off he rinsed the shampoo out and proceeded to turn off the shower taps.
------ wrapping a towel around his lower half as he mosied around his bathroom getting dressed, fixing his hair and spraying some axe on he brushed out his curls and hung his towel on the back of the bathroom door. exiting the bathroom he made it to his closet in seconds to pull himself out a pair of his skate shoes. slipping them on he pulled sunglasses down and put a pair over his hazel colored almond shaped eyes. the boy adored sunglasses they kept his eyes from having to squint in order to see anything. though of course he had 50% chance of needing actual sunglasses in the future though. considering his family had bad eye sight he was lucky he didnt at this point in time just yet. he unadmittingly liked the luck he was having lately, no eye problems, no dorm mates, no life questions at the moment. the only issues he had was bipolar disorder and epic fail in the advanced math program he had enrolled in at the university. inhaling he made his way to the computer closing it which sent it on standby until he reopened later to continue his history coursework he was finishing.
------ exiting his dorm room he locked it as it normally did on its own and walked away from it. he was debating on asking his parents to help him pay for an apartment but he didnt want to live in one with a bunch of wack nuts in the complexes below him. heading out of the dorm halls he made his way outside of the university taking in the seattle air. he wasnt a fan of the seattle weather when he'd first arrived two years ago but he'd gotten use to it and had learned to live with the fact that it rains everyday somewhere else to hopefully was all he thought. heading for the car lot he found his rather easily and got into it buckling himself up. sure he'd walk but he was lazy and felt like driving his recent 19th birthday present his parents had gone half on the car with his older brother unknowingly to him. driving down the highway he made his way towards the park's parkinglot finding an open spot rather easily with in seconds of getting to the park. parking he shut off the engine and climbed out quickly.
------ pressing the door lock button on his key set he slipped that into his pocket that held his cell phone. heading inside the park entrance he made his quick way over towards looking for a bench to sit down on hopefully she was already there or at least close to getting there. finding himself a bench to sit on he glanced around with no note of indiana he relaxed carefully against the back of the bench pulling out his cellphone he brought up the pinball game he had on his phone and continued on beating his last high score. he wasnt one for the actual game of pinball but on a phone it seemed a hell of a lot funner to him. then again ayden jeremiah dawson was more of a pool winner it was fun and competitive and it basically brought out his winning streak he tended to have. then again he'd not played pool in quite some time considering he was always busy with school work and the home life of visiting his parents every other week or so whenever he decided to show his face around their place. which lately wasnt often considering his school schedule.
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Post by indiana marks on Jul 24, 2009 15:34:57 GMT -5
 The loud banging that seemed to come from every corner of her room was becoming, well, louder. Little kids were screaming and running around her apartment complex. Sometimes she really wished she could have gotten a dorm instead, but then she thought of how loud it would have been at night. It was probably a better bet to be in an apartment with it loud during the day then a dorm where it was loud at night, when she had to do the essentials like sleep, and study. During the day it was usually just hung out, tried not to stress over anything. And, sometimes she saw friends. Not usually, because she hadn’t gotten that many at college. But, there was one in particular that Indie was excited to see. And that was Ayden. She hadn’t known him her whole life like most of her other friends, but he was one of the genuine guys that she had met in college. He didn’t seem interested in getting in her pants or anything artificial like that, and that was one of the reasons that she so easily became friends with him. Indie was a good judge of people, and she liked hanging out with him.
She had been on the computer for about an hour that morning, just talking to him. She’d been pretty close with him since she’d started going here, but lately she’d been thinking of him as more than a friend. It was kind of hard not to like him, he was sweet, always complimenting her and saying little things that just sort of made her day. She sighed as she thought of him, then made herself snap out of it. She didn’t have time for relationships, it was the beginning of the year and the coursework was getting laid on, so there wasn’t a chance that she could sustain one. But Ayden was just so… Ayden. She wanted to hang out with him all the time, even if she wasn’t dating him. Although dating him sounded pretty good. Indie slapped herself on the leg, getting up from her sitting position on her bed.
For the last few minutes she’d just been staring at her wardrobe, trying to figure out what to wear. It wasn’t a date, they were friends. So why should she care? Because she liked the poor bastard. Indie sort obsessed when she liked someone. Not in a creepy way, her head would probably be filled with romantic images for the next few weeks. But hell, she was a girl, she couldn’t help it. She slid from her comfy position on her bed and stalked up to her dresser, determined to not freak out about what she would wear. Nope, she would just open it and grab something. Indie let out a deep breath, and opened her top drawer. She grabbed the first thing she saw and smirked. Not half bad. She threw the peace sweater on over her white tank top and pulled her boxer pj’s off, grabbing the nearest pair of skinny jeans she found. She appraised herself in the mirror and laughed. Not half bad for throwing it together in a few seconds. And that was all it took for her to calm herself down.
Indie stretched her arms out, making her bed quickly before she threw some stuff in some drawers. Her land lord tended to pop in randomly since she had a key to her room aswell, and she liked to make it seem like she was a sort of clean person. Indie wasn’t a pig but she just… didn’t clean her room to say the least. She frowned, realizing she had thrown her car keys somewhere while she was hastily cleaning her place up. Great. The ten minute search that ensued for her keys was frustrating, but she remained victorious as she found them and also discovered a pair of pink sunglasses that matched her shirt. So, it was a win win situation for the eighteen year old girl. She grinned on the way out, locking up after slipping on her shoes quickly. She was a little nervous to be on her way, which was weird for her. Usually meeting up with Ayden wasn’t a big deal, but it felt different now that she knew she had a little kid crush on him. By little kid crush she meant that her heart went faster when she thought about him, and everytime he complimented her a grin shot up so fast on her face it was just sad.
And it was with that giddy smile on her face that she exited the complex, smiling randomly at old people and little kids who pushed her as she ran by. Indie jumped in her little old Audi and turned the key, still smiling like a two year old on her birthday as she pulled out of the parking lot. She made her way through the Seattle traffic not really worrying about what was going on around her. She just weaved through it, excited to see her friend and not excited that she was late from all the space time and searching for her keys. Indie honked her horn viciously a few times before putting the smile back on her face when she reached the park a few minutes later. She locked her car, trying not to skip over to the middle of the park. It was hard, the poor girl was in a weird state of mind at the moment.
She walked through the park with that look on her face for a few moments before it smoothed out as she saw him, sitting on a bench, facing away from her. She knew who it was though, his curly hair was a sign anywhere that he was there. She smirked a little, slowing her walk down so she could attempt to scare him. Indie sidled up to the back of the bench, positive he already knew she was there. Her arms snaked around him, and she hugged him tight against the back of the bench. She inhaled, and sighed. She had commented earlier on how he needed to smell clean, but damn, he smelled good. She grinned, You smell good, kid! She giggled, walking around the edge of the bench and plopping down next to him. Indie scooted close to him, feeling pathetic that she had just told him he smelled good. She hugged him tight again and then leaned back, pulling her sunglasses up so they pushed back her long wavy hair. Sooo, how ya doin?
notes; hehe.
words; 1,095
wearing; this sexy thannggg
playing; richman, 3oh!3
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Post by ayden dawson. on Jul 24, 2009 22:01:06 GMT -5
dont want you for a nightonly interested if i can have you for life --------------------------------------- ------ ayden normally wasnt the person to really care about what people thought of himself, he just went about daily doing his own thing being his own person. but today however that somewhat had a bit of a change. after telling indie the two of them needed to hang out before she went insane his heart jumped a little bit as he went about the stages of getting ready to meet her in the park. of course not a huge change from what the two normally did with the time they hung out but enough to cause butterflies in the nineteen year old male's stomach. odd to him? just a bit yes but one thing he would tell you but in secret was that he had been slowly starting to have different feelings about this certain girl he called indiana. crazy as it sounded he was being cliché everytime he got near her. trying as he may ayden wasnt one to really care of what he was like around anyone but indiana josie marks. he got extra careful about his actions, words and behaviour around her and it was all starting to make sense ever since he'd taken that week break to just collect himself in his parents home a few hours away from the college he collected everything in his mind which made sense, he was feeling something more then friend feelings for her. inhaling as he went about his dorm and did what he had to do ayden truly wanted to tell indiana how he felt.
------ except he began worrying about her not feeling the same back discouraged the immediate thought of even talking about the more then friends feeling thing to anyone including indie herself. once he'd gotten to the park about five to ten minutes ago though he started thinking back on the good days he and indie had shared and how much better they would probably get if he'd become the exclusive boyfriend. just thinking on it he kind of worried about losing her during or after or because of a manic episode. those damn things made him fear for everyone around him including himself now. at the moment he was playing pinball on his cellphone before hearing a nearby car door shut. insta-heartstop for a moment before he slammed his phone shut stuffing it into his pocket and relaxing as much as possible against the bench hearing light steps behind him ayden didnt know what to do with his hands until he felt a pair of arms around his neck. okay guilty of liking this moment he sunk into her hug for a complete second before she came around the bench and sat down beside him closer then usual he smiled at her comment of how good he smelled. see i told you i needed a shower and i definitely took one he stated with his crooked grin he'd somehow managed to conjure in between moving from new york to seattle. inhaling a deep breath as he relaxed a little more now that she was beside him he smiled softly glancing at her when she questioned how it was going.
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[/color] his eyes back over her he smiled again just sitting there watching her for a few moments before he opted to finding his damned voice box and speaking again for the second time outloud that day. oh you know i’m doing as normal as good can be, that was his usual answer when it came to his well being around her he was quite careful he didnt want to end up telling her that he was bipolar and watching her reaction to it and her running off saying she had something else to do or whatnot. really ayden was just truthfully worried about how he'd turn out to be after telling her his heart already on the line for how he was beginning to feel about her. ignoring the slight jumpy feeling entering his stomach he showed off his crooked grin again just sitting there his eyes drifting over her he could sit there like that all day and hope to not look like some reject in a park. but then again ayden jeremiah dawson always felt that way whenever he found himself slowly gazing over somebody like indiana for instance. being looked at like a retard or reject of some sort made the boy a paranoid nineteen year old and honestly he was sick of being paranoid but hey he could not help being bipolar and hiding it from just about everyone he really cared about. so how about you? hows it going for you in that stuffy loud apartment building? he asked curiously knowing how insane she was going earlier she probably felt ten times better being outside the building and away from the loud little kids and idiotic hung over dumb asses. ------ today though he felt ready like if he said something to her about his feelings it would somehow change their friendship, he hoped for the better but who knew if she felt the same about him then herself right? especially not him at the moment, unfortunately enough he wanted to wait for her to say something about it to him but as cliché as that felt he wanted to be the one to speak up and say how he felt and what he was thinking. but truthfully his only worry was that they’d become more then friends, it wouldn’t work out and they’d end up ex’s with no friendship or even the tiniest bit of good to come out of it. the only thing he didn’t want happening was losing a girl that had been his bestest friend ever since they had both met each other a while back in the university. ayden normally didn’t worry about it because he’d lost friends daily in high school but to be quite honest the boy worried about losing indie more then anyone he’d ever been afraid to lose. it scared him.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size] --------------------------------------- ------ tagged
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Post by indiana marks on Jul 24, 2009 22:52:23 GMT -5
Indie smiled subtly when he hugged her back. She wouldn’t let it get to her though. It was normal for friends to hug friends back; it was just what happened when people hugged. No one didn’t hug someone back, it was just plain rude. Well, the only time she’d ever heard on someone not hugging someone back was when it was there parents and you were mad at them. She’d done that to her dad a few times, but more to her mother. Her mood threatened to darken when she thought of the woman. She was such a bitch, she couldn’t help it. So what if her dad was gay, it wasn’t like he had just randomly turned gay to spite her. Any man would after being married to that old hag for more than a few months. Which is exactly what happened in a few years, so Indie had lived with her dad.
And frankly, that was where she was happy. Her father might have been gay, and he might have married a man a few years later when she was fourteen, but she was okay with it. Because her father was good to her, and that was all that mattered. And they weren’t weird, they didn’t kiss around her, they just acted like two happy men. They were a perfect family besides the old hag they had to deal with at Christmas. She always brought her new husband and Indie’s half brother with her, and it was just so annoying. Like she thought it was rubbing it in there faces that she was re married. Deep down, Indie knew that her mother was just upset because she thought she wasn’t pretty enough to keep him straight. Tough breaks, kid.
But that was life, and she loved hers. Speaking of people she loved. Indie was sidling up to Ayden’s side right about then. She let out a sheepish grin, noticing him looking at her. Again, one of those things people did all the time that sort of made her heart beat about a million times faster than usual. Just knowing that his eyes were looking at her face, her shoes, her hand even. That was all she needed. She held back her blush, looking down at her feet for a moment and biting her lip to get it together. She really didn’t need him asking questions about why Indie was blushing or acting weird. Because that would just make her look like a little girl, and she didn’t want to look so naïve.
She nodded a little at what he said, grinning like a fool. He was so damn cute, she didn’t want to look away. That little lopsided grin, his easy going demeanor. He just seemed so calm all the time, she wanted to hang around him. Well that wasn’t the only reason. Indie’s eyes attempted to subtly look at what he was wearing. The white v neck that clung to him, shorts… that chain around his neck. Indie held back a shiver and a blush and looked back to his eyes again. Whoops, bad idea. His eyes were intense and brooding, and he didn’t say a lot, but he didn’t have to. Or, she was just content with looking. She chided herself internally for being such a silly little girl. Looks didn’t matter, but boy did they help.
Wow, you’re doing that good? As good as good can be? That’s good. She laughed, then shook her head when he mentioned her apartment complex. The place was always banging and shaking around because it wasn’t all that nice and people always made loud, strange noises in the middle of the night. Sure, Seattle was a nice place, but her apartment was in a more shady place in the city. That’s what you got when you had to pay for it yourself. But her dad was paying for college, and she was okay with that. She ran her hand on her leg, thinking a little bit. Her fingers made little patterns on her knee as she thought of the easiest way to describe it. She looked up at him with a serious face and said, It’s lovely. I’m so happy I could just shit rainbows. She snorted than added, Seriously? I feel like I’m living with a bunch of gang bangers.
She shook her head a little and sighed, leaning back. At that moment Indie became hyper aware that Ayden’s body was pretty close to hers, and she wanted to be even closer. All she needed him to do was move his arm, put it around her shoulders. She was picturing her resting in the comfortable curve in his body, but she was afraid that he wouldn’t because it was a little to… romantic for him to do that. Poor Indie still wasn’t sure if he liked her or not. So she was reluctant to move closer, but she so badly wanted to snuggle with him. It was just sad. Indie pursed her lips, looking out into the park. Positive thinking was key. All she needed to do was think it. Put your arm around me… put your arm around me… damnit, Ayden put your arm around me before I explode!! She almost laughed to herself, but instead looked up at him with a sheepish grin on her face.
If guys could read minds she would be in serious trouble. She was feeling stupid so she decided to test it. Ayden, take your shirt off and flex. DO IT. When his face didn’t change she decided he couldn’t read minds and went on with more positive thinking. She put her hands on her lap and let them fidget so the rest of her wouldn’t. One more thing she wanted him to do. Grab her hand, lace his fingers through them. Do something, give me a sign. Indie sighed, wondering if this inner turmoil would give her stress problems later when she wasn’t with him anymore. The poor girl would probably be jumping off the walls just thinking about sitting close to him. But she had to keep things in check. She was eighteen, not fourteen with her first crush.
notes; this was funnn to write. heaha
words; 1,030
wearing; this sexy thannggg
playing; richman, 3oh!3
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Post by ayden dawson. on Jul 25, 2009 0:03:19 GMT -5
dont want you for a night [/font][/color] only interested if i can have you for life[/font][/color][/center] ------------------------------------------------ ------ ayden jeremiah dawson was not a boy of normal nature, he knew that as well as everyone around him, he'd show you how he felt rather then tell you how felt. one time the boy had ever gotten so bad he had basically sent his keyboard smashing through his bedroom window landing on the hood of his fathers car. needless to say he'd been the one to lose three months of allowance to go to collection of the fixing for the hood of the old car. honestly he knew the car needed a new hood but he didnt mean for it to need it from that happening. oh well the car had been fixed, sold and he'd gotten his allowance back until it started going on his course of tuition and school books. inhaling slightly at the sudden jerk to his stomach when she siddled up a little closer to him he nearly shot out of his spot at the fact he didnt want to say anything about how he felt but he was starting to tire of hiding it. when really the boy should freaking open his damned mouth and say something yet he was keeping quiet and saying shit all. with a sigh he was about to open his mouth when she did to respond to his question which stopped the boy from saying anything at all. he just kept quiet from saying what was on his mind more then he really should have but truthfully it might ruin a friendship, so he worried about a little more then needed. he was being really immature with this whole 'ily but yhm" thought and really he needed to step up, be a man and take a rejection like a real person. he was to scared of losing a really amazing friend though. was it wierd? totally to him but oh well he was male, what male with a female best friend didnt worry about falling in love and then losing that friend? all or so he hoped he wasnt the only one.
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[/color] felt like this slow change to his feelings would soon start showing the more and more times the two hung out more often then usual. it was a good and a bad thing cause he didnt want to lose a friend but possible gain something more which in reality was a good thing to him. subtly finding a way to run his tongue over his lips he noticed her slowly trying to hide that she was observing what he was wearing, of course he managed to notice what she was wearing and how it was looking really good on her. oops good thing he didnt think that one outloud. sighing softly he managed to move his arm a little more to lay against the back of the bench allowing more room for her to sift closer to him. again coincidentally thinking to him anyway. again the boy thought way to much considering he hadnt even thought of what to say to lead her to figure out on her own that he felt much more then friendly feelings towards her. a small laugh escaping him as she responded to his final question as to how she was doing within the walls of her apartment. of course he was quite happy as hell that he'd gotten into a dorm that way he didnt have to deal with loser apartment people or anything of the sort. nonetheless he didnt particularly enjoy the cahoots of a party room down the halls of his dorm hall. inhaling slightly he gulped internally before letting his arm slide across the back of the bench to carelessly rest just above her shoulder, incidentally where he stopped his arms was just around enough to relax around her shoulders though he didnt do that just yet. ------ looking[/color] around the park for the slightlest moment he glanced back finding his eyes connecting with hers, such calmness to her eyes it made his heart swoon with happiness, cliché much? oh well he really didnt care or he'd not be thinking so silly like. for being nineteen it was a little crazy to have his first real crush ever since ninth grade when he'd regretted anything he'd done freshman highschool year. finding his voice for the little time that had been since he'd ask her a question he made himself turn sideways just enough to settle more relaxingly against the bench his gaze looking her over a little more noticably though right now he didnt care. subtly running his tongue over his bottom lip again he inhaled knowing he'd brushed his teeth before he'd left his dorm that afternoon to meet her moments ago. he didnt care if anyone seen this bold move he was finally making for the first time in a long time. his other hand coming up he seemingly cupped her cheek with his hand before bringing their faces closer together only coming close enough to meet her lips with his slowly, gently and yet boldly in all its worth. he didnt want to let go but he did and brought himself back, a small but sure smile forming upon his face, he had yet to know how she felt but if she didnt say something and just took off he'd know, if she sat there speechless he'd worry and if she did something back he'd be thankful and extra happy. he sat there quietly. so uhm yea i like you alot indie, that right there proved it but i cant just sit in silence wondering. he stated in his happy tone, the happiest one he'd been in for awhile.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size] ------------------------------------------------ ------ tagged
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Post by indiana marks on Jul 25, 2009 2:03:15 GMT -5
Indie let out another deep sigh, content with the fact that there wasn’t much conversation right now. That was the thing about Ayden; he never really talked much unless he really had something to say. It was something that Indie found really comforting about him. She felt his body jerk a bit and looked up at him curiously for a second before deciding there was nothing wrong. Sometimes the body twitched, that was just how things were. Indie let out another breath, her slightly tense moment gone. She was relaxed, almost completely leaning against him. Her eyes threatened to flutter close if her mind wasn’t running in a million directions. She was trying not to get lost in his eyes at the same time that she wanted to stare at his face.
Her lips pursed as she held back the numerous blushes that threatened to expose her true feelings. That was annoying and made her feel like an idiot. There were a million other girls that wanted him, and that he wanted back. Indie was just a friend, and even though she had feelings for him, she wouldn’t do anything about it unless he did something first. Indie was a traditional girl; she didn’t like to make the first move. For some reason it was all in her head that she had to be the one to just go with it, not make the move. That was the ‘mans’ job. Sure, a nineteen year old young adult wasn’t really considered a man, but it was the thought that counted, right?
And Indie’s thought was that she didn’t want to make the first move, and that wasn’t her job. Her job was to act sweet and innocent until he said or did something that really got her knickers in a twist. Indie almost laughed out loud at her little inside joke, but held it all in. She let out another sigh, sinking deeper into the bench, into him. She was about to just push his arm away and tell him to make room like a little kid when she felt his arms move up and onto the bench. So, it wasn’t exactly on her shoulder, but it was a start. It still could have been friendly, but Indie was taking what she was getting. She scooted closer into him, licking her lips a little in triumph. She was right about fitting into him.
Her body curved into the side of his easily, and she held back the cry of relief she felt as he didn’t move away or push her off. That would have been a really weird moment, being rejected that far into it. When she looked up at the park around her, she realized that everything around them was really busy. Kids were running and playing, tourists were taking pictures. It was just a regular hectic scene. But the two were in there own little bubble, or so she would have liked to think. Maybe it was her imagination, but they were just sort of clicking, relaxing, hanging out. She held back a scowl at the word. She didn’t just want to hang out with him; she wanted to be with him.
Indie let out another breath, trying not to be obvious that she was sort of calming herself down, not just breathing. But then, her breathing heated up again when she felt his arm move a bit, falling down onto her shoulder. He wasn’t pulling her close in a really romantic way, but it was something, right? Yeah, it was definitely something and she could work with that. Indie scooted closer for the third time, her head falling onto his shoulder lightly. Did friends do this? She was beyond really registering; she was just sort of on cloud nine. Or whichever cloud was the good one, she didn’t really care. Indie felt like reaching out and just grabbing onto him, afraid he was going to pull away, and she was going to wake up. Dreams were bitches like that.
Indie was about to reach out and wrap her arms around his middle section and make a lame excuse about being tired so she could fall asleep. After all, she wasn’t getting much sleep anyway, so it wouldn’t have been that big of a deal. They were friends, he probably wouldn’t mind. But when she was about to, she felt his hand cover the side of her cheek. This could have been the moment when she didn’t think, and it just happened, but Indie wasn’t in the movie, and she knew what was coming next. Guys didn’t just grab your face like that to tell you your shoe was untied or that you had something on your face. In her experience it was to do something a little more… intimate than that. She looked up at him, and his face was just as close as she’d thought it would be. Oh boy.
Indie held back a grin as he kissed her, but instead reached up with her left hand and laid it on his chest. There was nothing dominant about it; she just wanted to be closer. A frown covered her newly wet lips as he pulled away. Not fair, she was just getting started. But when she saw his huge smile she couldn’t help but let out that god forsaken blush that had been threatening her for the past few minutes. She giggled, and then covered her mouth. I feel like that was my first kiss or something. Her eyes widened at the honesty in her words, then went back to normal again at what he said. She looked down at her lap and then back up again. That was him, always saying what was on his mind, but that was almost never. Yeah? She let out a huge grin, not letting anything hide now. That’s good. Cause I like you too, Ayden. She laughed again. Indie hadn’t had a confession like that since high school. People didn’t just talk about feelings here. She reached out now and wrapped her left arm around his middle, pulling herself as close as possible. There wasn’t much to hold back now.
notes; they is soooo cutee!!
words; 1,030 AGAIN.
wearing; this sexy thannggg
playing; richman, 3oh!3
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Post by ayden dawson. on Jul 26, 2009 14:25:00 GMT -5
dont want you for a night [/font][/color] only interested if i can have you for life[/font][/color][/center] ----------------------------------------------- ------ naturally ayden would immediately worry, he'd been in this predicament before if anyone knew about annabelle he'd be less then impressed of running into her. inhaling he smiled softly sitting there his arm had slowly but surely been placed around her shoulder, sure he hadnt pulled her closer or anything but it was enough to show he was feeling something maybe. looking around the park he watched at the kids ran amuck, parents hollered after them, tourists took pictures probably for memories when they got back to wherever they were from and basically he didnt feel out of place though he did feel like a goon kissing her. he'd not kissed anyone in about 3 years and it terrified him to no end that he'd mess up a simple yet necessary show of affection. glancing at her and back to his hand in his lap he slowly but surely knew one of these days he'd spill if he didnt tell her now it was liable he'd blurt it out at the wrong time or wrong place. he just didnt want to miss his chance of having something this real. the boy normally didnt wear shorts, they were not his normal attire and honestly he felt like that could change, shorts were like the best summertime outwear and normally you'd see him in jeans no matter the weather. looking up at the deep blue sky he smiled softly as he felt her scoot a little bit closer, there was no telling how the two were feeling towards each other until he'd up and done what he did and kissed her. needless to say he didnt expect himself ever to be that forward about something in all his life. then again things were starting to change, he had less chances of taking a manic and more chances of having a much normal leading life.
------ now that he faithfully took his medications his chances of a manic episode had gone down significantly since his last ep at thirteen years old. letting himself curve his arm around her shoulder a little more he couldnt help but a smile form on his face a bit wider then his previous smile. calming himself down after he had basically just placed his heart into indiana's hand which gave full control for her to hold tight onto it or crush it like a raisin he was worried about which she would do until she confessed as well. blinking carefully he replayed her response over and over in his mind making sure he caught that right causing a wide smile to place his face as he turned his head again to face her. seeing her cheeks flush he couldnt help but grin more, he'd made her blush that was different then anything ever in his life. bringing his face closer to hers this time he let the kiss last longer then the first one his hand replacing its spot on her cheek holding them there for what felt like forever but was only just seconds now. stopping himself long enough to collect his breath and just sit there in silence smiling at her. the next question he wanted to ask was scaring him because he'd really not had a girlfriend ever since annabelle had done that and left. his worst fear was telling anyone he had child out there in the world that was probably about five years old now. although he didnt know the child he still remembered the birthday, the day the little girl arrived and everything up until the manic everything had caused him to take right there outside the hospital.
------ exhaling deeply he stayed in that spot, looking at her like she was the only person he could see in his eyes. love was a four letter word that scared him but he'd been getting use to the butterfly effect it was causing him to just be around her. indie, will.. this was his second ever relationship he was getting into and it was taking forever. will you be my girlfriend? there he said, her response was all he waited on. the waiting was the hardest part when it came to this. he wanted so badly for her to say yes which he was eighty percent sure she would but some people feared relationships much to his distaste of them he still liked her enough to try the relationship. if it didnt work he'd manage to go back to being just friends nothing more, nothing less. needless to say he really hoped this worked out for the two of them but hey couldnt forge your future to be the way you wanted it right now. looking around the park he found his gaze pull back to indiana josie marks he felt like this whole fear of the love word was just because he hadnt felt something so real in so long. he worried about annabelle coming back and ruining it for him but in all honesty he'd put his faith into this relationship and tell annabelle to go paddle a boat somewhere else. either way he was happy as hell and really hoped this relationship with indie would work out better then his first. inhaling he sat there for a moment his arm still around her shoulder comfortably as he leaned back more on the bench knowing full well she'd scuttle a little closer curving their bodies perfectly side by side. was it wierd to hope this lasted forever? to him it felt wierd but to be honest anything involving the word love scared the bejeez out of him to the point he worried to much of losing somebody.
----------------------------------------------- ------ tagged -- indiana josie marks
------ word -- nine four four [944]
------ outfit -- sexy right here
------ song -- gonna getcha good,, jonas brothers [shania twain song]
------ notes -- zomg cute, yay i posted
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Post by indiana marks on Jul 26, 2009 19:12:07 GMT -5
Indie heart would have been racing at a million miles an hour if she wasn’t thinking about how stupid she would look in front of him. And she didn’t want to start breathing hard like some kind of a weird stalker girl. Yeah, she’d had a two year old girly crush on her friend, but she’d made it pretty obvious, Ayden had been extremely unobservant, which was good for her because she’d ended up looking a little less stupid and feeling a little better that he obviously couldn’t tell. She had spent the last few months that she realized she liked him sort of under the radar. She hadn’t talked to him as much for fear that she would give something away. Indie didn’t like feeling like she was the only one who liked the other person.
It was that kind of rejected feeling she’d felt before, and she was so incredibly excited that she wasn’t feeling it now. Indie hadn’t had a real relationship in so long she forgot what it felt like to really like someone. Sure, this wasn’t exactly a relationship. He’d kissed her but she knew better than anyone that being kissed didn’t mean that you were dating. She had been given that line a few times the past few year of her life, apparently even if a guy told you he wanted to be with you, he didn’t mean it and he just was messing with you. Guys like that made it hard for a girl to put herself out there at all. It was so discouraging to have someone mess with emotions like that.
So maybe that was why she was so comfortable and happy in this moment. Ayden had just flat out kissed her and then told her he liked her. That was what made it so much easier for her to push against him, snuggling in the true sense of the word. It made her feel more comfortable to touch him, to not be afraid to do the wrong thing. Sure, the nervousness was still there, but it was more about the moment, not that she was nervous about him in general. It wasn’t everyday that the boy you liked told you, kissed you and then went in for the kill again. Her eyes smiled as he kissed her, and this time she reached up and wrapped her arms around him, shifting so she didn’t feel so awkward about it.
Her smiling eyes stayed the same as he pulled away again. It was too soon, but she didn’t want to go to far that soon. Kissing wasn’t going too far by any means, but she wanted to make those last. Even with that thought, she leaned forward and planted a quick kiss on his lips, her hand on his cheek. She just sort of wanted to show she wanted to kiss him too, not the other way around all the time. She bit her bottom lip a little, feeling his gaze on her. Sure, she was comfortable but knowing that his eyes were on her was enough to unnerve her a little no matter how much she was content with just sitting there lounging in his arms.
Indie looked up at him; she was so much smaller than him she sort of had to crane her neck to see him. Not that he was a problem, she felt like a goober saying that he was good boyfriend height. Her head rested on his shoulder and she let out a breath, almost letting out all of her worries. Her smile was sort of pathetic as she looked up at him, but the poor girl couldn’t help it. Satisfaction was oozing from every part of her being, and it was his entire fault if they were blaming anything. She was content just sitting here, doing nothing. It was how simple he seemed to be that drew her to Ayden. He didn’t have any problems, he was just a normal guy that got alone well with her and just so happened to like her. And she was lucky for it.
The silence broke, and she shifted her eyes from their blank position to look up at Ayden. Indie heard her own name, and her eyes changed into a more confused look. She didn’t really know what he was trying to say, but she looked up at him with an expectant expression. Her eyes widened the slightest bit at what he said to her, and then she blushed full out, not bothering to hold it back. Her heart sort of skipped a beat, and she felt her skin get hot all over. He had just flat out asked her to be his girlfriend. The word made her grin again. She bit her bottom lip and looked at the ground, embarrassed at her reaction. She was usually so good with her emotions, but now that he had said he liked her and asked her to be his girlfriend, it made it easier for her emotions to show, and she wasn’t sure if she liked it yet.
She cleared her throat a little, and when her face had cooled down she answered simply. I don’t know… She laughed at a little at her somewhat anti climactic response, but she looked back up at him and with more confidence clarified what she had said. She didn’t want to leave him hanging, he looked so nervous. He shouldn’t have been the nervous one, her heart was the one that was beating at a million times a minute. Yes, Ayden. Of course I want to be your girlfriend, silly. You... want to be my boyfriend? She pushed him gently on the arm, but when she pushed him enough so that he moved away she grabbed him back, her hand reached up to twine her fingers though his hand that was hanging by her shoulder. She looked up at him with that beaming smile and bit her lip again. That was it. She had a boyfriend, one that she actually wanted to be with. Was it really that simple?
notes; hehe. i want a cute ass boyfriend like ayden. haha
words; 1,017
wearing; this sexy thannggg
playing; kiss a girl, keith urban
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Post by ayden dawson. on Jul 26, 2009 20:59:20 GMT -5
-- we might've took the long way [/font] we knew we'd get there someday --[/font][/color][/center] ----------------------------------------------------- ------ of course ayden knew there was that major chance he'd blow this relationship up in his face nonetheless indie's face needless to say he didn't want her to be hurt by anything he did which is why he worried the most about showing his true feelings. but sitting around his silence about it had been killing him enough to say she had one hundred percent first rights to knowing how he felt. he had not gone and blabbed all over to anyone about how he liked indie, how much he wanted to be with her and needless to say how much he that word again loved her. of course thinking about it the word love wasnt all that bad i mean you used it to describe your family relationships so really it was a little different when it came to the romance aspect of life. honestly he had no reason to dislike the word love but it just scared him that he might lose indie and that would hurt really bad considering the two had only known each other for a little over a year now or was it since a month or so after he had gotten to seattle. running his now free hand through his curls he let his arm drift around her shoulder alittle more then before wishing he'd brought some kind of drink with him but he'd forgotten to stop at starbucks or wherever to get something. oh well he could always go there on his way home needless to say he didnt know when that would be considering this. exhaling he smiled softly as her head rested onto his shoulder her cuddling into him a little more he hugged her a bit closer with a smile coming moreso onto his face.
glancing at her as she looked at him hearing her speak for a minute he smiled nervously as all gets out. sure he didnt expect himself to be this nervous but he was and he couldnt stand the silence any longer. finally she spoke again he let out a hidden sigh of relieft when he heard the word yes you swore he could have jumped and danced but he kept himself sitting quietly his smile even wider then before. a slow nod turned to a better shake yes of his head as he sat there. that i would love indiana he stated as honest as he'd ever been other then earlier telling indie he really liked her needless to say that truly meant he wanted to be with her on the dating aspect of togetherness. teetering a bit when she nudged him he smirked softly when she pulled him closer to her, her smile was enough to make his head swirl of happiness. he felt like he was on cloud nine for the second time in his life and he couldnt be any happier this time then before. truthfully he was more then excited for this to work out better then anything in his life had. but simple worry turned into big worry when he knew one day he'd have to tell indiana marks that he had bipolar phase three. one thing he was not looking forward to telling her about. but he shoved his dogtags underneath the neckline of his tshirt simply keeping that to himself for maybe a little longer until he undecidingly had to tell her under no circumstance of a choice. sighing happily he snugged them closer to each other letting their bodies mould.
somewhat better then just sitting loungely he smiled a little brighter. it didnt feel any different then any other time the two had hung out but needless to say this time they both knew how the other felt and it was out in the open, no turning back time and taking it all back. nonetheless ayden jeremiah dawson was quite the content nineteen year old male right now sitting there as happy as could be beside his newest girlfriend and long time friend indiana josie marks. was it wierd calling her his girlfriend? definitely but he'd get use to it over time hopefully or he knew he would in all honesty ayden was quite sure in the next week or so he'd be gladly saying whom his girlfriend happened to be and he knew she would very well be doing the same only it'd be stating who her boyfriend happened to be. it was a little different but time would only tell how this worked out though he prayed for a while that it would work out greatly. you couldnt choose how your future turned out but you could always pick and decide how you lived in the present and thats exactly what ayden was doing. so what should we do later? movies orr the beach? he asked curiously hey beach was always fun but so was watching a movie and this time he was pretty sure it was her turn to pick the movie and his turn to buy the snacks. they'd use to do the monthly movie night before but some reason school came between alot but now they were back and full force at least he thought so.
----------------------------------------------------- ------ tagged -- indiana josie marks
------ word -- eight six five [865]
------ outfit -- smexy right
------ song -- your still the one,, shania twain
------ notes -- awh epic cuteness.
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